They don't even know what it is to be a fan

I felt like that for a long time, and being on the other side of it now is exactly why I got my tattoo last year, along with my others (Placebo, Bright Eyes, Lord of the Rings, AFI), to make peace with the fact that my survival is very much down to the little things that kept me wanting to live.

When I see that other people feel like that I just want to grab hold of them and tell them that it's okay and not pathetic to depend on something so much.