I'm Sorry

Hey everyone, I'me really sorry I haven't updated, my internet has been down and has been impossible to get up again, hopefully it's getting sorted today.

I'm using my bf's PC and as far as dieting goes... I haven't been great, in fact I've been awful. I had a total relapse and gave up for a week or two because my depression got the better of me. But I was at school the other day and a boy called me fat, or at least I think he was talking to me, he just kind of said it as he walked past. Anyway, I should have hugged and kissed that kid as he gave me the motivation to get back on track.
So what am i eating? Basically nothing, a few years ago when i was really thin I would only eat when i was at home but i spent most of my time out with friends, so now that I'm at home more than out I've switched it round, I can only allow myself to eat when I'm outside and even then it has to be something slimming, I also want to try Adios pills but son't know a lot about them, so anyone who's tried them is more than welcome to give me their opinion I'd really like people too anyway.

There's so much more that I should talk about, but since it's been so long I can't think where to start, it's only personal stuff anyway so who cares.

I'll try to update more i promise, it's just a matter of getting internet access, hopefully when I get hope tomorrow we'll have the internet back. I also wanted to post some thins but since I'm on my bf's comp i can't, sorry :( I've missed you all so damn much and you are all what I really need to get back on track, you girls give me so much inspiration x x x x x x