Start. A Little About Me.

Hey there! I'm new to this so please bare with me if i get anything wrong or mess up or whatever.

I'm India, I'm 16 and from Devon, England.

I was often overweight as a child because i was neglected by my parents. When i turned about 12 or 13 i began to starve myself, i had a problem with alcohol, so i would just kind of live on that (I know, it's a pathetic age to start having alcohol problems). I still hate eating in front of people but in the last year i havn't starved myself as much, and i feel awful about it. So i decided to start again, so i can be thin, and pretty like i used to be. Even though when i was starving myself i still didn't think i was thin, i look back on pictures and i was tiny. I want to be underweight, because I'm HUGE now!

Right now i'm not eating, havn't eaten for quite a while, I'm always tired but still work out often as possible. If i think that it's been too long then I'll eat an orange. I really want to hear from ANYONE who also has an eating problem, if you eat too little or too much, i just want to talk to people who understand, because i don't have any friends who get it. xxx thnx xxx